Lovely lil' Suicide Note
	  by XxNiksxX

If anyone cared then why are we
All this afraid, maybe this world
Isn't all we hold it up to be.
All these silent tears
Unreasonable fears.

If anyone cares this is my note
The last thing I may ever write,
'Cause I want to die this very night.

I've suffered one too many times,
You say I showed all the signs
Of lonliness, depression, of suicide.

You were right though I tried to tell myself
Different, opposite I tried to believe
I really tried to believe it
Would be alright but I didn't succeed.

These are my last words
The ones I'll never take back
No matter what I will never be alright.

So here I lay, here I died,
This very night wanting to be loved
But never could. I’ll never be alright.

This is my suicide letter
Saying that it's better
To forget the mess I was
Because I killed myself.

I will never take this back,
No matter how much, I want to.

I'm not alright I didn't want to
Die tonight I did this
Out of fright. But it's
Too late. I have forever
Lost my grace.