Unperfect
by xxbroken hearts wantedxx
it was a bad day that one particular day
i had been mentaly beaten up.
and i walked the path way to your hause hopeing
that you would just hold me.
but instead of me it was whore that
you called babe..
i quietly die inside as i watch you kiss her slowly
i quietly start to cry as you rub her head and kiss
her pale and whoreish lips
i turn away quickly and i hear the door slam behind me.
its you i say in my mind.
you look at me and say shes nothing to me
we were just studying
i quietly turn and keep walking then you
say fine walk away you were never as pretty
as she was or as perfect! i jus keep walking
i start to cry out loud once i am to my house.
i go into the bathroom and look at myself
and say “your not pretty enough you not
perfect your just nothng”
so i take out a pencil and a piece of paper
and qiuckly write down some things to say
to my parents and friends and you!
i put on my best outfit and i go into the shower
and turn it on high and i slit my wrist!
as i bleed out i try to turn off the shower
and i lay the note on my chest and as i
slip into the darkness i say to myself
“i wont suffer any more i wont be ugly
i wont be un perfect!” as i my eye lids
get heavy my blood goes thin i say out
loud as i slip on “ i wont ruin your
perfect life anymore!”
the next day they find her body looking
like a cold and pale doll and her blue eyes
gone grey and one single tear remained on
her lifeless face!
the mother takes the note
and reads it to her self of the note it said
to her parents “i love you mom and dad dont
cry for me it was my choice dont think it was
you it because it wasn't after you read this
part of the note make sure you give it to adam
and tell him to read the last part your loveing
daughter maddy!
the mother gives the note to the boy he reads
“since i ruined your life of being ugly and un
perfect i will be beautiful and perfect in death
i hope you are happy now with that whore since
she was perfect beautiful girl i will love you
for ever but am i beautiful and perfect now?”
the boy sits the note down and take out a gun
from the drawr and wrote on a note “ i love you
and you were always perfect to me in life and
death when you go i go i love you see you in
heaven my perfect beautiful doll!” the boy say
out loud in with the bullet out with the butterflys
and hearts! he takes his own life over that girl
and they find his body and the note that had blood
stains all over it and they put it on the news the
young love of two who had more love than knew what
to do with it both teens bodys were found with a
note to one another showing more love than ever before! |